Hopeful Path

May 19: Mixed Emotions

As I stand at the start line of this path, I am a bundle of mixed emotions. My heart aches for leaving loved ones; Dad, Mom and children, who have shared their lives so willingly with me. I have had the honor to live with Dad and Mom for the past two plus years. They were so gracious to allow me the freedom to follow my heart (which took some twists and turns) and for being supportive; providing excellent advice along the way. As a parent, I want only the best for my kids. I can leave knowing that they are in the best hands possible; a Father that knows how to give the best gifts in life!

My heart is sadden to leave my church family. Folks that know love is more than words or emotion, but steadfast commitment to God and to each other, especially exhibited in times of distress or disagreement. We sometimes only get to experience true love when it is tested with fire, those that remain shine brighter and give great warmth that otherwise may have been hidden. I also know that they are behind me, so encouraging which provides extra strength to my steps.

I am excited to see what God has and is doing in Ghana. How he has raised his family there and what gifts they have to share. Looking forward to meet the people of Ghana, one life at a time and hope I don’t get overwhelmed. While I am full of questions about the future, I am trusting it to my God and King. I hope to witness God doing great things. In the sea of poverty, may many empty stomachs become filled and nakedness clothed. In the darkness of night, may many people’s tears be wiped away becoming reconciled to God through Jesus; and grow in his Amazing Grace!